Sooner Than Later

You know how you have this view of your life in the future... it's everything you could want and sometimes it seems out of reach.... I feel like I've always felt like that. I know good things are coming but I just want them now....

I have learned so far that you can't ever give up. Life will always throw you challenges but you have to get past them and learn from your experiences. Never make the same mistake twice and if you do just know that everything happens for a reason and you're supposed to learn from it. A lot of people in my life have shared their wisdom with me and I take from it what I can as an individual. Now that I'm growing into an adult I really grasp what others share with me; the good, the bad and the ugly.

Some nights before I go to bed I listen to sleep therapy recordings on YouTube. One recording in particular had me envision my own dream garden. The garden should consist of everything that makes you happy. For me, my garden would have luscious bushes of vegetables, orchards of hanging fruits and vines of berries. There would always be music playing and comfortable seating all over the yard atop soft green grass. My friends would be with me dancing and singing to songs of all genres. This sleep therapy session literally made me feel like I was floating. A thought so simple brought me so much mental ease. This garden and these thoughts seem so obtainable and that brought me comfort.

I try to meditate in my own way, I put out positive affirmations and show gratitude to The Universe for giving me everything I have. When I first learned about manifestation I realized that The Universe was always part of me, but now I had the tools to use it to my advantage...

Currently I have a job with my dream company, I'm learning to love myself, by myself and I am happy with who I am in my own skin. I still have a lot to learn about self love but I know I am on my way and once I accomplish that I'm certain all of my dreams will come true. My dreams really aren't that extensive but I do enjoy the nicer things in life.

I want to travel, I want to wake up to the ocean or mountains, I want to stream music to the nation and spread as much positivity as possible. I want to make music and let my voice be heard. I want to wake up to a beautiful view with someone that loves me unconditionally. I've always had so much love to give and I know one day someone will be able to match my love languages energy.

There are always going to be times when dreams seem out of reach, but I will never stop dreaming, no one should.

Hopefully, one day, me and anyone who wishes for more, gets everything we've every dreamed of. All we need to do is reach and make it happen... rather sooner than later.... but we are never out of time and anything is possible.

Maybe this is pointless, but maybe it isn't and maybe just maybe... dreams will eventually become reality.